I Had This Simple Wish

I had this simple wish…..
A wish that I have thought these last days.
A wish that came up when we got this bed.

A very simple wish that turned into a very simple plan…
A simple plan that excites me in the middle of my hidden anxieties & worries.
A plan to make my little girl a play room.
A very nice play room.
With my hand-sewed curtain that is made from a nice & funny fabric that I was going to buy at this market.
With the same fabric, I was going to make a cover-table to cover up the ‘not-so-nice’ plastic box in her room and it’ll become her small table for her to put things.
I was also going to make a cover for her cupboard & put the little brown desk lamp on top of it.
I’m going to buy this pink Winnie the Pooh sticker and make a nice line on the right side wall.
Her colorful carpet will be arranged on the wooden floor.
And I’ll put her dolls & toys on the bed that I’ve cover up nicely with a new funny sheet that I just bought.
I couldn’t wait to see her excitement to play in her own play room.
She only has a play box, where all her toys are put into.
Wouldn’t be great if she can have a play room instead of a play box?

So, that’s my very simple plan that excites me these last days.
But I have to let go that simple plan.
Because I can’t get the bed for my little girl’s play room.
Maybe later, my baby… I will make a very nice play room for you. Maybe later….